Well this has no news in it, just some profound thinking....prepare yourselves....

Last night we went out to the bowling alley in brainerd because some of the people at home depot wanted to bowl. Now I am not much of a bowler....so Lauren met me out there and so did a friend from work. We went to the bar as they were having karaoke and sang for a bit.

Here is the part that scared me. I was in that bar for maybe and hour and a half while Josh was bowling and found myself just wishing he was in there. How in the world am I supposed to get through the 6 months he is gone?

Don't get me wrong, I know I will make it. I just never realized just how hard it would actually be!